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Speaker 1

If you wonder why you keep lashing out at your kids or returning to that sin or dealing with pornography, you've got to understand these things are not random.

They're deeply tied to the brokenheartedness we've experienced.

With these longings, Jesus wants to gently set us free and heal us.

Speaker 2

I've had a longing for 40 years. Know what it is?

Speaker 3

Anybody that knows you would know what this is.

Speaker 2

Go ahead and tell them. What my longing.

Speaker 3

I don't know if this is what you're.

Speaker 2

Bruce and Jim in the studio.

Speaker 3

What do you guys think it would be? Longing.

Speaker 2

I have not said anything to you guys about how. What I'm gonna say. What do you think my longing is? Championship ring, Detroit Lions, super bowl victory. But you kind of already got that. Got what?

Speaker 3

Son in the NFL.

Speaker 2

Yeah, one of our kids.

Speaker 1

I also thought something about music. I thought maybe, like.

Speaker 3

No.

Speaker 1

Yeah.

Speaker 2

Well, if it was music, you know, somebody. If it was music, it'd be.

Speaker 3

Oh, it'd be something with Paul McCartney.

Speaker 2

If I could sit down with Paul McCartney, jam with him on stage, he's the only guy I think I would get an autograph from.

I could care less about autographs and I wouldn't get one from him.

But Ben, forget all that. That was just a funny way to talk about longing.

Speaker 1

Okay.

Speaker 3

With that language.

Speaker 1

A desire, you know, is it a need or a desire? Well, you.

Speaker 3

You're the longing. What's the longing then? What would you say? His longing. What would be different than a longing or a desire? And a need?

Speaker 1

A lot of times I use longing synonymous with need, but I think there are.

Speaker 2

I like that It's a need, not a want.

Speaker 1

It's a need. It depends how you define a longing. I think what you're talking about is desire. And there can be good desires, there can be unhealthy desires. There can be.

Well, I guess that's all there is, those two. But I talk. We talk about seven longings or seven relational needs.

Speaker 2

Tell our viewers and listeners, like, what do you do? How is this a part of your ministry?

Speaker 1

I'm the co-founder with Josh McDowell of A Now. It's a nonprofit called Resolution Movement. We provide people with biblically based, trauma-informed answers to all kinds of hurts and struggles, whether they are dealing with mental health issues, need healing in some aspect of their life, or are facing sexual brokenness.

We create messages and resources mainly catered towards Gen Z. This includes a lot of YouVersion plans, podcast episodes, and writing books and small group materials. I also go around and speak at various events. It’s an amazing opportunity to leverage what I've learned in my healing journey, along with the insights Josh McDowell gained in his own healing journey.

Our goal is to help other people not have to struggle and suffer without answers the way that we did for years.

Speaker 3

Do you think we all should be on a healing journey?

Speaker 1

Yes, I think it's discipleship. I think of Luke 2:52, if I'm not mistaken. Jesus grew in wisdom, mental stature, physical and in favor with God and people, spiritual and favor with man, relational.

So I think there's a spiritual, mental, emotional, physical, relational aspect that all of us need to grow in. Yet so often we just focus on the spiritual aspect, which is so important. We need biblical literacy or study the.

Speaker 2

Bible, but they're all together just on the emotional or therapeutic side. You're saying there's a blend?

Speaker 1

Yes.

Speaker 2

Is it 50?

Speaker 1

50.

Speaker 2

Is it 70? 30?

Speaker 1

Yeah. I guess it depends on how you slice the pie. I mean, at some point, everything is spiritual because we're made in God's image.

Speaker 3

So the answer is yes. Yes.

And I think as we're talking, Ben, every listener and viewer could benefit from going on a healing journey. I mean, that's true for us.

I'm thinking of even our kids, who we feel like grew up in a pretty normal environment. There wasn't tons of trauma.

Speaker 2

They grew up in a perfect family.

Speaker 3

No, that's what they grew up in. They still have trauma and they still have hard things. And so I really think everybody. This is gonna be a conversation everyone will benefit from.

Speaker 2

If there's something I think we underestimated, and I think a lot of couples do when got married is the amount of baggage and trauma we were bringing into that marriage. I'd love to hear you and how.

Speaker 3

It affects us in our relationships.

Speaker 2

Yeah. And our perspective was. I'd love to hear what you have. Say this because as I was reading through Free to Thrive, hold your book up. I want people to see that are watching on YouTube.

Speaker 1

Free to thrive. Give a little office moment. Actually, I don't watch the office. What am I talking about?

Speaker 2

There you go.

Speaker 1

It's so fun.

Speaker 2

Well, the subtitle. How your hurt struggles and deepest longings can lead to a fulfilling life. We. I think I knew, you know, two divorced. I mean, two alcohol parents, divorce, adultery, all going on before I was seven years old.

Speaker 3

She had a sibling die.

Speaker 2

Single mom and me when I and my little brother died within six months of the divorce. This is back in the 60s. I was the only kid in my elementary school without a dad. It was very unusual.

Then I came to Christ in college. As Ann and I got married, my perspective was shaped by 2 Corinthians 5:17: "The old is gone, the new has come." So all that stuff, my past is in my past. I'm a new creature in Christ. The old is gone.

I sort of embraced this transformation, and I think Ann had the same experience. She has sexual abuse in her past, and she was bringing that into our relationship as well. We both had this perspective: yes, that's part of our story, but it's in the past.

Speaker 3

It's way back there.

Speaker 2

And now we're in Jesus, and here we go. And we didn't realize it's coming.

Speaker 1

I mean, even on a neurological level, all of our experiences live in our brain and the pathways we develop, the ways of thinking and acting. Like, we get this when somebody has a stroke and has to relearn how to move their arm or something like that. And so why would we think it's any different?

When living outside the Garden of Eden, all the things we grow up with—the lies we believe, the trauma, the hurt, the abandonment—that lives in our brain. The pathways that are firing off like those have to be rewired as well. Romans 12:2 says, "Be transformed by the renewing of your mind."

And so all of us have to go on that healing journey. I think that's a core part of discipleship.

Speaker 2

Interesting. You know, when you quote Romans 12:2, I never had this thought before. This might be a bad thought. Who knows?

But verse one says, "Do not be conformed to the pattern of this world." Really. The matrix of this world. In some ways, the matrix of this world. Of course, we always think of that in terms of a worldly mindset or culture.

Could there be an aspect of that? The world's mindset is just to bury your trauma, overcome it, and walk in rather than acknowledging that you need Jesus to renew your mind. This means you're going to have to step back into it a little bit to understand it and process it so that you can be free to heal from it.

Speaker 1

And I.

Speaker 2

You're the expert. I'm just throwing out.

Speaker 1

Yeah.

Speaker 2

Layman's ideas.

Speaker 1

Something I talk about a lot is the ways of this world. You look around at anything outside of God's design. It's trauma, it's fear, it's sin, it's even bearing our brokenheartedness. Think about how often Jesus talked about brokenheartedness. Proverbs 4:23 says, "Guard your heart. Everything you do flows from it."

So often, things have happened to our heart. We think that because, like y'all mentioned, a lot of what we talk about is, "I'm a new creation," yes, and I amen. Yet, things have happened to me, and my brain has been wired a certain way because of my life experiences. Jesus wants to renew that. He can do that in an instant.

But, as we know, growth is a process over time, involving people, truth, renewing our mind, and sometimes good Christian therapy, along with all kinds of other things.

Speaker 2

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Speaker 3

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Speaker 2

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Speaker 2

All right, let's get back to the conversation. What do you think?

Speaker 3

Good idea.

Speaker 2

Have you ever run into the idea that if I try to step back and process the pain, the hurt, the trauma, that's not spiritual? It's more spiritual to just realize it's nailed to the cross with Jesus and to just move on?

Have you ever had that thinking, like, I shouldn't do that because it's done, it's over, I'm new in Christ, I shouldn't do that? It's more spiritual to not do that rather than the actual spiritual thing, which is to process it.

Speaker 1

Yeah. And I think there's a lot of ways that we minimize and downplay our pain and other people's pain. A lot of times it can be a spiritual smokescreen. Oh, it's more spiritual to think about things that are true, noble, right, and pure. Does that mean I'm never supposed to think about something painful that happened in the past?

Well, when Jesus encountered Martha and Mary, when their friend Lazarus died in John 11, he empathized with them. He mourned with them, he grieved with them. Ecclesiastes says there's a time for everything.

And so there is a time for us to look back and process that pain and make sense of it, make sense of our story with God and others, rather than to try and bury it. Because we actually don't bury it. We don't leave it in the past. If we try and leave it in the past, we're actually burying it alive, and it's going to come back.

Speaker 2

It's going to hump us.

Speaker 1

Yeah. We don't leave our family of origin in the past. We carry it with us in our brains, in our body, neurologically.

Speaker 3

We bury it alive. And the thing that I still stuck on that you said was, this is discipleship.

When I think of discipleship, and you've been in crew, you were on staff with crew, with Josh. We're all about spiritual. We call it discipleship.

But in my head, I'm always like, oh, yeah, spiritual discipleship. You're saying, no, there's more to discipleship than just the spiritual aspect.

Speaker 1

Yep.

Speaker 3

I've never really thought of that.

Speaker 1

Yeah. I mean, you think about Elijah, right? The prophet Elijah, when he had this mountaintop experience, saw God do so many things, and then he no longer wants to live.

Speaker 3

He's in depression.

Speaker 1

What does God tell him to do? Not to pray a bunch, not to go to the temple? No. He says, you need a nap and I'm going to provide for you good food and you need to rest.

You need this physical, physical aspect of discipleship to care for your mind and your body. And that's how God shows up.

I think one of the many themes that's being communicated is we are holistic beings. We're not just spiritual.

Speaker 2

Well, walk us through your story.

Speaker 1

Yeah. I grew up surrounded by Christianity, going to church, and I met Jesus at a young age. I really understood how to have a personal relationship with him. And while that relationship with God was restored, you know, I believed that Christ lived a perfect life for me, died for my sins, and rose again. I was all in. Somehow, at an early age, God just graced me with having that relationship. That relationship was good. It was restored.

But other relationships were broken, particularly in my family life. My dad was in ministry, and yet he was also an alcoholic. He was emotionally and physically abusive—name calling, manipulation, bullying.

Speaker 3

Was that all a secret in your family?

Speaker 1

And then my mom didn't intervene. And so here I have these two people that I'm supposed to be loved by, accepted by, discipled by. And then I'm seeing my dad act one way in the home and then one way around other people. That is a maddening experience for a child.

And so what I did with that at a young age is I shut down. I thought I was a problem. Shame, there's something wrong with me. And I started developing different psychological symptoms: anxiety, depression, suicidal thoughts, obsessive-compulsive disorder.

I was trying to navigate that, you know, on my own.

Speaker 3

And you're still, like, you've still given your life to Jesus. You're there spiritually.

Speaker 1

Yeah. One of my, My therapists said Jesus was your greatest coping mechanism.

Speaker 2

Wow.

Speaker 1

Yeah. And so I'm. I'm so thankful that he was there when other people weren't.

Speaker 3

Yeah.

Speaker 1

But what I did with that pain was unknowingly, I was just struggling and coping and trying to survive.

Fast forward to age 12. I got introduced to pornography and masturbation, quickly became addicted to that, and started dealing with body image issues. I became addicted to food, entering a binge-purge cycle.

Over the course of time, I gained 100 pounds, then lost the hundred pounds, and was just coping so much. And what. What I.

Speaker 3

You buried everything alive?

Speaker 1

Yeah. Yeah. And all the while I'm crying out to God to free me, to help me, and trying to utilize these spiritual principles because I'm growing up, you know, in a missionary family. I'm growing up in the church.

I'm talking to Jesus every day. I had, you know, I was reading the Bible here and there, but my, I was, you know, that whole thing about praying without ceasing, like that was survival for me.

You were desperate, talking. Yeah. Talking to God every day.

Speaker 3

Do you feel so hopeless? It seems like the only thing you had to hold on to was Jesus.

Speaker 1

Yeah. Hopeless and stuck and.

But like the reality of the scripture that eternity is written on our hearts, like that, that was so real to me at a young age that, like that even by the age of seven, I was sharing my faith with my friends and seeing them come to Christ.

Speaker 2

And so in a sense, like seeing them become free. And you felt.

Speaker 1

Yeah, in some sense I was saying, come follow Jesus. He'll heal you. He'll set you free. But he hasn't done that for me yet. I knew eternally he did, but in the brokenness before I entered into my healing journey, I was so stuck in those things.

The spiritual aspect of my life was so disconnected from the relational aspect, the emotional, the mental, the physical. And so it was a long, long road of aloneness.

Speaker 2

Did you have a friend or anybody you could turn to?

Speaker 1

Not really. Not about this. And also as a. A kid, a lot of this I share. Looking back, as I've made sense of, of my story in the moment, I didn't. I couldn't put the pieces together. It was, I'm bad, I'm bad. This is who I am.

Speaker 3

I'm broken.

Speaker 1

This is Just the card I was dealt and there wasn't an understanding of the why. What was contributing to all of these things?

Speaker 3

Ben Wood: I'm thinking, like, I think I was seven the first time I thought because sexual abuse had happened with different people. And I remember at one point, at seven, after three different people, I thought, oh, it's me. I'm the one. I'm. It's my fault. I'm broken.

And I'm wondering how many people suffer in silence with that thought. Oh, it's me. And that shame piece can feel overwhelming. And I think as kids, we don't know what to do with it. It comes out in all different ways.

But, like, do you think there's a large percentage of people that just feel so stuck and so full of shame that they don't even know how to verbalize it? As a kid, you don't even. It's just a part of who you are. You don't know if. Because it's an outside. Something has happened. You just think it's me. You don't even know where to go.

Is there a large percentage of people that are living that?

Speaker 1

The majority of people you think, and I think it's been Satan's number one tactic of spiritual warfare since the Garden of Eden. Get you to buy the lie of shame that you're bad either because of what you have done or what has been done to you. You're not. You're. It's not like you've done bad. You know, guilt says I have done bad. Shame says I am bad. Like, this is who I am. And then. So I think so many people are growing up believing that even in. In the church, right. God loves me, but I'm still bad. He kind of just tolerates me as opposed to. No, the Bible starts in Genesis 1, not in Genesis 3 with the fall.

Speaker 3

That's good.

Speaker 1

The truest thing about you is that you are made in God's image. You have so much value and worth. You know, you are worth the cost of Jesus on the cross to God because he wanted a relationship with you. And I think sometimes we hear sinner, like the language of that we're sinners, rather than how much. I mean, if you look at the New Testament, 99% of the time Christians are called saints. We still wrestle with sin, but our primary identity is beloved and saints.

Speaker 3

Which takes us to the conversation we were having even before we started of how you really took off on TikTok. Share. Like, what you said to us, like what. What happened that. That just took off that you got.

Speaker 1

A bunch of followers in 2022, I was, I got on TikTok, I was doing three videos a day and I was sharing my faith and how to have a personal relationship with Jesus. And I was looking at what young people are struggling with and things that I had struggled with. And so I kept doing these videos on Jesus doesn't want you to fear tomorrow. Jesus doesn't want you to fear death. Jesus doesn't want you to fear, period. You know, And I would talk about how we can be consumed with fear and we see this happen and a shooting there and then we're just growing up in a. People are growing up in a climate of fear and it wires your brain.

Speaker 3

A certain way, especially our kids and grandkids. It's insane.

Speaker 1

And talking about how you can trust Jesus and have a relationship with him and he's not going to let anything, nothing happens unless he allows it to happen. Like he walks with you and he's there for you. And I was doing like these 10 second altar calls, inviting people to place their faith in Christ and saying if you prayed that prayer for the first time, say I prayed that prayer in the comments. And over the course of six months to a year, there was over a hundred thousand people who commented that they prayed to give their life to Christ for the first time.

Speaker 3

And these are mostly Gen Z, Gen.

Speaker 1

Z and Gen Alpha. I mean there's like eight year olds on there who where like, I'm only eight. Like I'm not even supposed to be on this thing, but I'm trusting Jesus.

Speaker 2

Don't tell my mom.

Speaker 1

Yeah, it's like I don't even know who you are. Like your photo is a meme. Like.

Speaker 3

But that showed to me that's evidence of like, man, kids are desperate. People are desperate.

Speaker 2

Well, in a sense, I mean, you know this better than any of us. You're tapping into their longings.

Speaker 3

Yeah.

Speaker 2

The topics you were raising is tapping into these seven longings. I don't know, should we go to those or do we need to hear the rest of your story? Story, because I wonder what happened last time we looked at it.

Speaker 3

You need to know.

Speaker 1

We can circle back at the end to the end, but yeah. On that topic of fear, one of the seven longings we talk about in the book Free to Thrive is the assurance of safety. And it's one of the top two longings I see so many people struggling with today. Really the assurance of safety that's to be protected and provided for emotionally, physically and financially and do you think Covid.

Speaker 2

Just spun that out?

Speaker 1

Oh, yeah. Wrecked it. You know, whole tornado on that thing. Yeah. There's so much now, and it's. I think we were built for the concerns of a village rather than to be constantly looking at social media and seeing that happened there, that tragedy there, that tragedy there. And then what it does in our minds is it causes us to blow out of proportions, the probability of that happening to us.

Speaker 3

Oh, especially if you're a kid. I'm telling you, if you're listening as a parent, this is a conversation we have got to have with our spouse, but our kids. Like, this is the stuff our kids are feeling and discipleship is talking about this stuff.

Speaker 1

Yeah, exactly. And so the assurance of safety that causes this deep core belief that I'm secure. Like, I'm. I'm secure, God's going to provide for me, my parents are providing for me. And yet so many people in our digitalized world, you can grow up feeling pretty secure and safe. Like, you've got food on the table. Your parents are taking you to soccer practice. Hopefully they're engaging with you and helping draw out what's happening within you when you don't feel safe. And you have these experiences that get marked down in your brain that, hey, I'm okay, like, mom, dad, they're going to protect me. Yet all that can be true. And you can constantly be hearing about these things on social media and seeing these things, and it can wire your brain to develop a phobia or to develop a fear of things, things happening. I haven't talked about this publicly very much, but in 20, 20, 20, I. So the, you know, the world shut down and whatnot. And I developed a series of phobias. I dealt with claustrophobia and fear of heights before, but it got so bad to the point where even, like, leaving my house caused so much anxiety. And it was. And then I did three years of, of intense therapy, focus on this. It got to the point where I. I wasn't flying on planes anymore. And here I am a speaker, you know, with Josh McDonald Ministry, and I'm driving 14 hours to a speaking event. Are you kidding me? The therapist I talked to, he. The way he described it was, everybody's got a cup full of water, and that's your tolerance level, what you can tolerate. And the moment it starts running over so that you can keep going, your mind puts that onto something else so you're loaded with stress. 2020, you know, dealing with this, dealing with this, you're not slowing down. So Here is something that your brain develops to try and keep you safe via a phobia where you can't fly. I'm like, thanks, brain.

Speaker 3

You know, it's like a coping mechanism. Is that what you're saying?

Speaker 1

It's almost like a survival protective mechanism to get you to slow down, to also to make life more manageable, to deal.

Speaker 2

Yeah.

Speaker 1

And so my brain got wired that way where even the thought of flying again caused so much anxiety. But then what's wild is, as we Talked about Romans 12:2, I went on this journey of exposure therapy and slowly exposing myself to things and starting out with like a 10 minute, 10 minute flight and a 20 minute flight, and then now I'm flying all over again. And God, God rewires our brain. And I think there's something to be said for the psalms and things that we see throughout Scripture. I think of Psalm 23, where David is saying, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil. In my opinion, he's. He's using this visualization technique of, hey, I'm going into this place of fear that may trigger fear in those old neurological pathways, yet God is with me. I can do this. I'm not going to fear. And applying that type of principle, going into these situations, overcoming my fears is how God really healed me and brought about that assurance of safety. And a lot of the fear went away.

Speaker 3

So God did heal you from that?

Speaker 1

Yeah.

Speaker 3

It made me think of I was having an MRI done for a possible cancer diagnosis several years ago. But I mean, being in an MRI tube is not, like, comforting or relaxing. There's bang, bang, bang. You know, it's terrible, but I remember claustrophobia.

Speaker 1

Yep. Oh, yeah, exactly.

Speaker 3

And because you can, like, you can get super anxious in those. I took my mind like, Jesus, I'm just gonna walk with you. Because I thought of Psalm 23 and I pictured in my mind, this is the beauty of the complexity of the brain. I'm gonna picture heaven and what it would be like to walk those streets and to be with you and then walk to that stream and the valley. It's amazing how that can take us to a place of peace in the midst of absolute chaos.

Speaker 1

Yes.

Speaker 3

But I love that. And I love that God healed you. But it took work because he could have done it. Because we're all like, can't he just do it overnight? Yes, he could do it in a minute, in a second.

Speaker 1

The amount of people that prayed for the neurons in my brain to rewire miraculously and I was praying every day, but he wanted to take me through a. A process. I remember early on in that process going, God, would you heal me? And I felt like he said to me, I am. And it was in the process that he was. It just wasn't how I.

Speaker 3

Because it's through this process that now you're helping other people, which makes sense.

Speaker 2

Yeah. And it's so interesting, you know, all seven of the longings as a parent. I mean, obviously it applies to us individually, but as a parent, you read it and you're like, oh, my goodness, my kids are experiencing every one of these. I'm in many ways a person in their life that can help, you know, assure them, even the assurance of safety. So that's one. You know, the first one, obviously.

Speaker 1

Oh, yeah.

Speaker 2

I need all of the.

Speaker 3

That's all of me.

Speaker 2

Yeah.

Speaker 1

And one of the reasons these are so important is because in the research Josh McDowell and I did was we found that if people experience these growing up, not perfectly because we live outside the Garden of Eden, but if you experience a lot of these consistently, 90% of the things you could struggle with aren't going to be there. Anxiety, depression, porn addiction, body image, shame, struggling to trust God. Lies. Lies you believe about God because we know how our interactions with authority figures, parents growing up, we copy and paste that unto God the Father especially. And so that's what I love about these is because even if they weren't met, God created you to have them met, even now as an adult. So it's not too late. You can heal and have these met.

Speaker 2

Now, what about the kid who. Well, I'm thinking of the parent who's thinking, I met these. We did a good job. My son, my daughter, felt accepted, felt affirmed, felt acceptance of their feelings. I'm going ahead of myself, but, you know. And yet their son or daughter has struggled in big ways. Is that an indication that. Well, some of these were lacking?

Speaker 1

Well, I would say a couple things. I would say one gently, one, is that truth or is that an assumption? And the best way is to, if you do, if you did meet them, you know, you can go to your son, daughter, adult son or daughter confidently and ask them and be prepared because.

Speaker 3

Your children will tell you, we've done it. Yeah. And I felt like Dave and I did as best that we could in our own brokenness, but there were still things that.

Speaker 1

Yeah.

Speaker 3

We didn't do.

Speaker 1

Yeah. And. And the second thing I would say is if we were created, and this will liberate parents, if we were created for the Garden of Eden and say, we raised kids in the Garden of Eden and everything was perfect. Think about in a fallen world where you have fallen people raising fallen people. One of my friends, Jay Stringer, says honor and honesty are two sides of the same coins. When it comes to our parents, they're not God, and so may we honor them in their humanity. Yeah. That they are not God and honor the good things they did. I. I'm convinced there's no. It's not that black and white. There's no perfect families. No. Yeah. No perfect families. No terrible families. Like, there's good and bad mixed in. And that's why it can be so hard when maybe you look back and you're like, man, so many things were so good, and yet there were several things that really wrecked me. And we can minimize kind of ever bringing that up because we, we immediately go into blame. When you can name things without blaming somebody and seek restoration and reconciliation with these, these longings. The, the second longing that so many people don't have met. And I would say this is like a foundational longing.

Speaker 3

Yeah.

Speaker 1

And there's so much research around this. One is acceptance to be approved of, included and, and loved as you are. And this communicates that I'm. That I'm valuable, I'm. I'm worthwhile. I'm accepted. I love Romans 15:7, which says, Accept one another then, just as Christ accepted you in order to bring praise to God. And there's a study done last year, 2024, in Hong Kong of 3,600. I think it was teens or young people. I'm not sure the exact age, but they found that those who felt accepted by their parents had lower psychological symptoms, so lower anxiety, lower depression. There was also a study done about 10 years ago by Harvard that showed those who have a high level of self acceptance have more gray matter in their brain. And in the part of the brain, I think it's the limbic system where it's firing off, you know, fear and the fight or flight part of, of your brain. So you're actually, if you are dealing with self acceptance or you have self acceptance, a high level of it, you're going to be less anxious, less worried, less fearful.

Speaker 3

And that's evident by brain scans. That's crazy.

Speaker 2

Here's where I go. If acceptance is that critical, obviously it is. If I'm a Christian parent and my son says he's a girl, trans or gay, son or daughter, how do I accept?

Speaker 1

Right.

Speaker 2

You know, how do I accept this? This is really Important I have to accept. And this is almost life, you know, altering how I respond. Help the Christian parent navigate that. Just an easy one, Ben. Just go for it.

Speaker 1

Exactly. This is probably one of the most complex ones because, you know, acceptance, it's showing somebody that you value them, that you want to be around them, that you care about them, you care about who God has made them. It's looking at their gifts, helping them develop it. It's affirming their personality. Like not just saying, I love you, but I love this about you, I love you and this thing about you and treating people the way Jesus would. I think where it gets really challenging is in a culture where what you do or who you're attracted to or your I, the identity, your self proclaimed identity, when you see that in a worldview core to who you are, that makes it really challenging for people because then they believe, well, you're accepting part of me, but not all of me.

Speaker 3

That's what they'll say.

Speaker 1

Right? Which, which is not true. Which is where I think it takes a lot of conversations and sharing that in the Christian worldview you are valuable because of Genesis 1, you are made in God's image. You're not valuable because of your personality, because of your gifts, because your sense of self, because of your attractions, because of any, any of that, that because of what you wear, because of what you look like. You're valuable because the core is made by God and deeply loved and valuable. And if people can start to understand the worldview difference there about how Christians see identity and lovability and how I would say the world does it in the self sense of identity, perhaps there would be a little more understanding.

Speaker 2

Yeah, I mean, it's such a difficult one because in some ways they're feeling like the world accepts me. And you're saying, you know, I'm made in God's image, but I think I am made by God with attractions toward same sex. And you're saying, I'm looking past that, I'm looking to the core. Who you are, you know, that's your.

Speaker 3

Identity, isn't your sexual identity.

Speaker 1

And that can seem to people dismissive and really, really hard and yet true at the same time. And so I don't know, what would you guys say?

Speaker 3

And yet you're saying that like, no, my love and acceptance by you, by being there for you, by hearing you, by encouraging you, not necessarily in some of the choices or preferences that you're making or have, but I'm still here for you. And so I think that is A hard one, but I think it's true. And that acceptance one, I'm thinking of the listener. These, to me, these are the areas that I want to disciple my kids. As I'm listening to you, Ben, I'm like, I want to disciple them spiritually, but when I look at these, this is just me as a mom. Like, okay, I'm going to look at these. They all begin with an A. Acceptance, appreciation, affection, Access. Attention. Attention of feelings. Attention of safety.

Speaker 2

Affirmation of feelings.

Speaker 3

That's what I meant. Affirmation of feelings and assurance of safety. Like, these are things as a parent, you can look into. Like, okay, I can look at this and think, how are we doing? And how am I doing with myself? Because if we're as a parent, not accepting who God has made us to be and struggling, it's easy for our kids to see that, and it's hard to maybe give that away.

Speaker 1

Yeah, exactly. And I think to the depth that we have experienced God's love and forgiveness is the depth that we can extend it to other people.

Speaker 3

Yeah.

Speaker 1

Dan Allender says, you can't take other people further than you have gone yourself. And so the invitation of discipleship, I believe, is to understand our journey, our story. How we grew up outside the Garden of Eden, what we experienced outside the Garden of Eden that we never should have, and how that has impacted us, and where we have experienced brokenheartedness. You know, Jesus talked about how he came to heal the brokenhearted and set the captive free. And I heard trauma therapist Adam Young say there is a linkage there between the brokenheartedness we experience and the captivity in which we find ourselves in. And so if you wonder why you keep lashing out at your kids or returning to that sin or dealing with pornography, you've got to understand these things are not random. They're deeply tied to brokenheartedness we've experienced and where. The journey of discipleship, where Jesus wants to gently set us free and heal us. And with. With these longings, they're relational, like relational wholeness. We're made in God's image. God is triune. Three. Three persons, one being eternally existent in community. The New Testament. Testament mentions one another 100 times. Exactly. Overwhelmingly, we need one another. And if it's commanded a hundred times, that's discipleship. Like, there's. There's no such thing as a. As an isolated Christian on an island who's effective and not going to be devoured by the enemy or not going to be silently suffering and struggling to grow because they're dealing with so many things on, on their own.

Speaker 2

I mean, how do you help a person? This is what you do. Connect their unwanted behaviors with their longings.

Speaker 1

Yeah. So many of us don't slow down because we're afraid of what we'll find when we do.

Speaker 2

That's it. And it's a coping, coping mechanism.

Speaker 1

Yeah. And.

Speaker 2

And just keep running.

Speaker 1

Our idols reveal our wounds. Like there's a reason why even good things become God things. And it comes out that way, you know, sideways, if we don't. If we don't deal with it. And so connecting those dots is exactly why we wrote this book, because we wanted to help systematize the way that people could identify trauma, unmet needs in their life through charts, diagrams, walking through the seven longings. How is this met by my mom? How is this method by my dad? Or important people? How was this partially met? And then of those things, how did that make me feel? What did it cause me to believe about me? What did it cause me to believe about God? What did it cause me to believe about other people?

Speaker 3

Those right there are so big.

Speaker 1

And then we've got a list of like 50 different coping mechanisms that you can go through and say, oh, deal with that Netflix binging. Deal with that.

Speaker 3

You know, now you're getting a little too personal, Ben.

Speaker 1

And then we walk you through how to start finding these fulfilled now in healthy coping mechanisms by God and others. But the most simple way, like, I get messages all the time of people struggling with pornography or they're struggling with anxiety. And the best way is to get curious with yourself, to start questioning, like, what happened the day before? What conversations did I have? What was I thinking? What stress or pressure was I feeling? And then you look at the seven longings and say, oh, I probably wasn't feeling acceptance. I mean, baseline. For a lot of people, it's acceptance. Like, ultimately, they don't have a porn problem. They have a rejection problem. Let me clarify that. Pornography is a problem. It is destructive and harmful and sin. Yet there's something deeper going on behind that. Everything we do flows from our heart. And so for people experiencing rejection rather than acceptance, growing up experiencing rejection, thinking they're going to fail, somebody disagreeing with them, a spouse, a boss, have an overwhelming task, and you don't do that well on it or makes you feel incompetent, those things are going to set you up for your coping mechanism of choice.

Speaker 2

Well, talk about, you've mentioned a couple times porn. We've had Jay Stringer on it's Been a while. One of the things that's unique. I don't know if other people do this, but Jay's written about. I can even connect the kind of porn you're drawn to to your wound. I recently preached on porn at my church. Last two or three months. And one of the stats I came across was 7 out of 10 churchmen have looked at porn in the last month. These are church guys. So obviously there's something broken there in this world. I know there's. People listening right now are watching. They have this secret in their unwanted behavior. This is one of them. There's others, but this is one. What's going on there? Is it the longing of affection? All of the above.

Speaker 3

I'm thinking the people that are listening that have a porn problem, an eating problem. Like there's a problem. Okay. Alcohol, we realize, okay, I do have that. Or maybe I'm just anxious now. What do I do?

Speaker 1

Yeah, well, I. I led porn addiction recovery groups for six years. The first six years in ministry, really. And as of August 1st, I've been free from porn and masturbation for 12 years.

Speaker 3

Wow. So you can be set free from that.

Speaker 1

And I was addicted for 10 years. I was. I couldn't imagine my life without it. I didn't want to. It was the most addictive thing I've ever walked through because it releases a super flow of dopamine in your brain. It's the new crack cocaine. It's in everybody's pockets. It's so easy to get addicted. It's anonymous, accessible, and it's the ultimate coping mechanism. And because of what it does to your brain, and it's so highly addictive, it quickly can rewire your brain, leading to an addiction which is so hard to get out. I actually wrote a digital download called 5 Steps to Quit Porn that you can get at resolutionmovement.org under our resources tab. But I share the five core steps that God used to set me free from it for good. Because we can walk in true freedom. We can have a new brain. I can't remember the last time I was tempted to look at porn. It's been years. Like, God can actually do that. And one of the key things, one of the key five steps is identify why you do what you don't want to do. And it has to do with what are the seven longings growing up that significantly went unmet? How did that shape my perception of myself, God, other people? And when that comes up now in the present, how am I coping with that? Okay, so for me, you know, talking about acceptance, growing up, feeling rejected by my mom, by my dad in middle school, bullied by friends, I thought that I was worthless, that I was unlovable, that I was a reject. So fast forward to college. What happens when things constantly bring that old feeling up again? Like when my friend and I get into an argument, or when the teacher embarrasses me, the professor embarrasses me for whatever reason, or I study really hard and put my best into something and then get a C. Well, all of those things, I'm going to read through the filter of rejection, because that's what I know. And so in that moment, what it's going to do psychologically in my brain is engage all of those old neurological pathways of trauma and rejection with it in the moment, as adult, an adult, bring all of that up at once. So no matter. So no wonder I would go to porn to try and escape that, because anything was better than reliving that, that pain and the deep lies and the deep shame. Yet porn was the trap where dealing with shame and rejection led me to it. But then after, I just felt more shame and rejection and it's just this.

Speaker 3

So you're trapped.

Speaker 1

Toxic trap. Yep.

Speaker 3

Okay, so what did you do? So, you know, you're triggered. All of that happens. You realize, oh, this is acceptance. This is what happened. This is what, what hurt my view of myself, my view of God. Then what?

Speaker 1

In the moment you start to recognize what's going on, oh, this is coming up again. I'm feeling like a reject. One taking thoughts captive like the Bible says, so telling ourselves that we are loved, chosen. I would think back on experiences where God proved his love and acceptance to me. I would think back to this worship event I went to and I was crying and God spoke so clearly to me that, that he loved me. And so in that moment, when the fight or flight part of my brain, where the trauma is stored is coming up, telling me I'm such a reject, I would actually go back and think back on an experience that also was engaging the limbic system in my brain and relive it. And then in that moment, I would start to see a shift. Now I believe I'm accepted. I would also reach out to a friend. This was a big one. Like, even when you, like you're saying you're so overwhelmed, triggered whatever, you can't really think. I would call up a friend. My first year of healing, I committed to a life of no secrets with two other guys, and we were calling each other, processing Our emotions in our early 20s as single guys and talking about the things that were stressing us out, bringing up trauma. And what we found was we started to develop a lifestyle of reaching out rather than acting out. And then later I started doing research on that. I was like, this is interesting. Corn releases a high amount of dopamine in your brain. You know, also releases dopamine in your brain. Having a life giving conversation. Not the same amount. It doesn't release the same amount as corn, but it's God's way. And so I was actually able to find what I needed. God's way. And when I would call up that person, I felt so accepted and seen. Like, man, that must be really hard.

Speaker 2

And there's obviously the aspect of calling your friend. You felt real intimacy. Porn is superficial.

Speaker 1

Yes. It's not intimacy exactly.

Speaker 2

It gives you a hit, but you feel less after than you did before.

Speaker 3

I think the way I'm looking at it, remember the old cartoons with the devil and the angel on your shoulder? It's almost like you're triggered and you have two pathways that you could walk. The easy. If we've walked down this pathway so many times, the one that it's like the enemy takes us on. We're so used to it that we just naturally. My friend used to call because we've done a lot of healing things. When you come home from work or come home from something, you put on your old baggy sweatpants. It feels comfortable. You just put on those clothes because you've done it every time. And so you just automatically put them on to put on something different. It's like rewiring your brain.

Speaker 1

Salvage denim for the first time. Oh, my goodness.

Speaker 3

It feels so uncomfortable at first to put anything different on. But I love the idea of recalling because think of all the times in scripture, scripture, Moses would tell the people, remember, remember God's faithfulness. And so we have this choice to go down this other side.

Speaker 2

But here's the tension that we all know. They said we'd rather go back to Egypt. They'd rather go back to what they know because it's more comfortable than what they don't know.

Speaker 3

Baggy sweatpants.

Speaker 1

It's it. Sometimes, you know, that that old thing that's more. That is more known and more comfortable. Feels safer than the risk of the unknown.

Speaker 2

Yeah.

Speaker 3

Oh, that's it.

Speaker 1

I think about remembering. I remember years ago, John Piper said that remembering gives us faith for the future.

Speaker 3

That's good.

Speaker 1

I was like that. That is so good. And I think even on A neurological level, how it engages our brain. Like that's why God tells us to remember. Because when we're struggling to believe, if we remember, it activates our limbic system where we are almost re experiencing what he did in the past now on a biological level in. In the present. And it helps us believe. No, I am going to go God's way. Like this is going to be more satisfying. And then it starts rewiring your brain. So for me now, 12 years porn free, I'm not tempted to look at porn. The temptation is to not reach out for help. My brain, it goes, oh, you're stressed, you're anxious, you're, you know, getting exhausted. Maybe I'll wait a day before I reach out to somebody and process this. You know, it's, it's interesting how that, that temptation changes. Right, right. To isolate.

Speaker 2

Yeah. Well, how old were you when you started real process through everything we talked about earlier? I mean, look at again, I'm looking at your book Free to Thrive. When did you start to understand and process to the point where you're really starting to thrive?

Speaker 3

What's the end of the story? Because we started with your story.

Speaker 1

I think we're always on a journey, right, of healing and greater levels of freedom and discipleship. But I would say when I was 23, I guess it was. I went a year without looking at porn, but I wasn't free. It was just willpower trying like I'm. I'm fighting to resist. Then that first year of the healing journey therapy, going through the life of no secrets for a year. That was the year where we were in, in group counseling and started to really peel back the. The setup, so to speak, in our, our journey. The setup from the enemy, from what we had experienced growing up in our family. The setup of the lies, of the coping mechanisms. I did a year long outpatient process with a certified sex addiction therapist. And it was so helpful in connecting the dots and understanding why am I doing what I don't want to do. What is this actually about?

Speaker 2

Romans 7.

Speaker 1

Yeah, yeah. And a light bulb moment going off. Oh, this is making sense. And then it can start to shift from shame and condemnation to like grace. Like, it doesn't mean my porn use was okay, but it makes sense. I was suffering so bad emotionally and relationally, it makes sense that I would choose that. And then starting to a big thing was relearn who God is and who he says I am and learning that in the scriptures, having it modeled by mentors and the guys that I had a Life of no secrets with my therapist used to say we're wounded in relationships and we're healed in relationships. And so over time of new experiences with godly safe people, spiritual fathers, spiritual mothers, great mentors, great friends throughout the years getting in those environments. And then another big thing was I had to cut the trash talking voice of shame in my head. I just did a post on this on Instagram three signs you're in an abusive relationship with yourself. And I'm convinced that most Christians are.

Speaker 3

Oh, I was terrible.

Speaker 1

Sign number one is you tear yourself down.

Speaker 3

I would do it to motivate myself. You know, you're so worthless. You're ugly and fat. It's like awful things Satan would say to you. And I call it we have to in Romans 12:1 and 2 are my favorite verses because I feel like that has been transformative. It's training your brain. And it's biblical.

Speaker 1

Yes. Yeah, exactly. I mean, I'm not. I wonder how many lies the enemy has to tell us when we do such a good job of telling them to ourselves.

Speaker 3

Exactly.

Speaker 1

And if we can stop telling ourselves, like cut out that voice in our head and start telling us that we are first. John 3:1 Love children of God. Psalm 86 created a little bit lower than God and crowned with glory and honor. Genesis 1 made in God's image, like this is who we are. And then think about times we've experienced that whenever those lies come up, it starts to. God really heals us through it.

Speaker 3

Yeah.

Speaker 1

Wow.

Speaker 2

I love. I was just looking at it. If you treated a friend the way you treat yourself, they'd leave. That's shame. That's harsh. God never calls you worthless. He never condemns you. If the voice in your head tears you down, it isn't his.

Speaker 3

I guess everybody needs to follow.

Speaker 2

Yeah, follow him. Ben V. Bennett.

Speaker 3

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Speaker 2

I gotta ask you this because you said something about your wound, that in relationships you're healed. In relationships. Apply that to marriage. I know you're not married, but in marriage we feel the wound, we're sort of shocked by it because we didn't expect it because we found the one.

Speaker 3

And there's a part of us, she's.

Speaker 2

It and he's it. Right.

Speaker 3

We feel like our spouse will heal those wounds and all they do is trigger them.

Speaker 1

Right?

Speaker 2

Yeah. And so when that happens, I think a lot of us in the church as well think I married the wrong person. I'm wounded by her, I'm wounded by him, I'm not going to be wounded by the next one. When I heard you say we're wounded and healed in relationships, I thought that means the same relationship. Sometimes you don't leave your marriage to go to another relationship to get healed.

Speaker 3

Unless it's abuse. There's abuse?

Speaker 1

Yeah.

Speaker 2

If there's abuse, yeah. We say get help. You know, you're not supposed to just. But if it's this, it's like, no, stay in there and fight for this. Because this relationship is actually going to be what God's going to use to heal you with the same person that wounded you. Is that true?

Speaker 1

Yeah. What I've seen, I guess in dating relationships I've been a part of and then married couples who have been in some of the healing groups I've, I've led is the first step is awareness of your story. Like we're fighting over how to cut the tomatoes. Perhaps it's maybe not about the tomatoes, you know, perhaps it's because you experienced this and I experienced this and it's basically this giant trigger cycle. But the beauty is triggers can lead to transformation.

Speaker 3

Yeah.

Speaker 1

When you understand your story and if you're able, and I've been able to practice this, to talk about what happened, what did that cause in you? What did that remind you of? Then it gives you grace for the other person. And to say, I have compassion on the eight year old who was yelled at for cutting the tomatoes run by their mom. And so I can own my part and be more sensitive on that. And then that can actually become rather than what the enemy wants to use to divide a relationship, to divide a marriage that can be used to heal a marriage.

Speaker 2

The bridge.

Speaker 3

Yeah, we've said that and we've done that quite a bit with couples of share. Even with a small group of couples, I think it's really important to share your story. We call it your timeline story of the good and the hard. But we also tell the people in the group, listen, listen for the things that have been really hurtful and then respond to them and don't let the person that's told you. Like, they just need to listen and receive and so listen for that, but also listen for, like, this is what I see in you in terms of being made in God's image. Like these beautiful things. I've seen couples do that with one another. They've been married for 10 years, but they still haven't shared sometimes those deepest, darkest wounds and hurts. And when a spouse or even another couple will say, that had to be so hard, do you realize, like, how horrendous that is when you're living it? You don't realize that because you've internalized it and condemned yourself. And then when they say, but this is what I see in you, people will just sob, sob. And I think as a, as a couple, we need to know each other's stories and the pain.

Speaker 2

And that's being healed in relationship.

Speaker 3

Part of it.

Speaker 1

Yeah.

Speaker 2

Hey, where does forgiveness fit in the journey? So I'm guessing you had to forgive some people.

Speaker 1

Yeah. Yeah. And I think I'm going to write a book on forgiveness sometime because I think we get it wrong a lot as Christians. I think we have more so a worldly view of forgiveness, meaning a lot of people in the world will say, ultimately, there's no real justice. I basically give somebody a pass. I fall on my sword, but who's paying the debt? Because that person who abused me, they can't make it right. And so the way I define forgiveness is forgiveness is surrendering the debt of the wrong. Somebody owes you to God, the just judge, and he's going to sort it out. And so where. Where I got to forgiveness used to be really hard because I thought it was like, well, there's no justice for the abuse I went through. It's like, they get off free. Yeah, exactly. But when I started to, God showed me this in the scriptures. No, it's surrendering the. The debt to God. He's going to sort it out. I could start saying, well, that's easy. Like, I know you. You've been there since day one. I trust you. I'm not going to sort this debt out myself. Like, you're the ultimate debt collector. If we're being real, maybe that sounds too dark, but he's the ultimate debt collector. He's going to sort it out. I know that I've had to be forgiven, and so I can give that person grace. And it's scary that, you know, there are debts that I have owed. I'm thankful that Christ paid the payment on the cross for me. Yet it's very freeing to forgive and to surrender it to God and to trust him as a just judge, that there is cosmic justice for the things we've gone through for. I mean, even if you think about around the world, crimes against humanity, like, atrocious things that have happened, like, God is just and his justice is good, and.

Speaker 3

And you have to know him and be in his word.

Speaker 2

How did it go for you with your dad?

Speaker 1

Well, for me, it was forgiving. It was surrendering that it was. And I think, well, for me, forgiveness, and for many people, I think forgiveness is a decision to surrender that debt to God. But then there's a timeline of the emotions surrounding it, the anger, the grief, the stuff coming up again, the forgiving. But people not need. Not thinking they need to be forgiven for things, which I won't get into, but is a maddening, painful experience, and just sitting with that and processing that. But it's good to be in a place of forgiveness and to even move past bitterness or resentment and even mostly to move past when people don't think they need to be forgiven or deny things, to not be bitter about that either and trust God.

Speaker 2

Yeah. I used to say to the men in my church, I became a man around the age of 32, 33, and they're like, what? That was a year. I forgave my dad. You know, Louis Smedes in a book on forgiveness says, when you forgive someone, you set a prisoner free only to realize you're the prisoner. I didn't understand. I always thought, I'm locking him up. You walked out. You don't get to come back. I'm like, I'm locking me up. I am not able to be the husband she needs and the dad my kids deserve until I go on this process. And that was a big deal. I feel like I don't think I really was free to be a man yet until I dealt with that. So I'm guessing. And that was part of your journey? Here's my last question. The hat you're wearing.

Speaker 3

Yeah, yeah, I wanted to ask you that, too.

Speaker 2

Which people are watching, they can't see it, but it says, suicide stops with me. I'm guessing you get a lot of comments on that in the airport.

Speaker 1

Yeah, I remember after starting Resolution Movement to help people with mental health and sexual brokenness and whatnot, one of my friends. So I've lost people to suicide. One of my grandfathers died by suicide. One of my friends I was talking with, one of his friends led a mental health movement, died by suicide. And we were just talking about like, this stops with us. Like, we're not going to go out this way as hard as life gets. And we want to help other people stop from making or from ending up in. In that place. And so having wrestled with depression and suicidal thoughts, and it's almost like. Like we're covenanting that we're gonna. We're gonna reach out, we're gonna trust each other. We're gonna walk with God and one another through this and try to help other people stay. Stay alive.

Speaker 2

That's awesome.

Speaker 3

I love that.

Speaker 2

I think one of the things that I'm going to take home or I want, I'm looking there, I want our listeners to really think about it, especially men, because I can't speak to women like you can. But do you have a couple guys in your life that you don't go two or three days not calling and sharing secrets or struggles you are holding just between you and God. And you know you're losing those battles. You don't win those battles, you lose more. I mean, what a piece of advice of wisdom from you to say, who's in the foxhole with you, that there's no secrets and you don't have 50 of those. You only need a couple, but you gotta have them.

Speaker 3

And I think too, with women, it's easy. We all get busy. We're just surviving. But there's something about getting real and getting down to earth and getting into our stuff. I was with a group of who are great friends, who are just laughing. I'm like, I had this need because our kids were little. Like, let's stop talking about nothingness. Even though that's. It's fun. It's fun. But like, we're living at a time where it's hard. Like, I'm struggling. I know you guys are too. Let's get into it. And I'm more of an intense person, so I'll take us there. But it's easy to get lazy. It's easy just to drift away from God, away from people. And man, that's exactly what Satan wants, for us to be isolated. So your ministry is phenomenal.

Speaker 1

And by the way, I mean, y' all made all these seven longings available so that if people are listening and they got two of the longings and having trouble keeping up with them and wanting to know what the other five are, they can go to familylife.com seven longings, is that right?

Speaker 2

Yep. That's where you go. And by the way, free to thrive. The book is in our show notes@familylifetoday.com. just click on the link there. And the name of your ministry again. Resolution.

Speaker 1

Resolution. Movement.

Speaker 2

Yeah, we'll put a link there as well so you can connect with Ben and Ben.

Speaker 3

I was thinking. I'm like, I feel like it'd be so good for you to pray for people that are just feeling that stuck.

Speaker 1

Yeah.

Speaker 3

Like, I. They're desperate and they're suffering in silence.

Speaker 1

Yeah, I would love to. Let's do it. Father, you are holy and set apart. And other and biggest word that comes to my mind is worthy. Worthy of our time, our thoughts, our worship, our stories. And we know that our stories aren't over. A lot of times healing is just around the other corner. I've seen that in my life. I've seen that in so many people's lives. So, Jesus, I think about your compassion, your desire to heal the brokenhearted. I think about how you wept over Jerusalem. I think about how different translations say that you were indignant at times over the suffering you saw in people. And we know that the struggles, the trauma, the mental health issues, the addiction, the sin struggles, people are suffering and feel trapped and like there's no way out and are going through the emotions and going through the same things again and again. And God, I just pray you would deliver people, that you would set them free, that you would help them know the next best step to take and to see this as a journey, one step at a time. God, I pray that you'd provide relationships, wisdom. God, you say that if we need wisdom and ask for it, you'll give it to us. So, God, would you bring wisdom into people's lives about the seven longings, the unmet longings, the things they've been through, how it's coming up now and what freedom looks like. God, I just pray for a fresh wind of encouragement. And this discouragement seems like it's happening all around the world. And we see it by the numbers of suicides growing up and people in crisis. God, would you just lift her eyes to where our help comes from? You keep people here focused on you, focused on healing, discipleship, evangelism, reaching other people for your kingdom. And may we be able to preach a message that says, come follow Jesus. He'll heal you and set you free. Because he has done that for me. In Jesus name, Amen.

Speaker 3

Amen.

Speaker 2

Amen. Thanks, Ben.

Speaker 3

Thanks, Ben.

Speaker 1

Thanks for having me.

Speaker 3

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