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Host: Welcome to Gospel in Life. Where do you turn for reassurance in a crisis? When life feels out of control, we can quickly discover that the things we turn to for our deepest security do not actually have the power to help us. Today, Tim Keller looks at the story of Jonah to explore how life storms reveal what we are really trusting in and how our fears are calmed when we look to Jesus, who faced the ultimate storm on our behalf.

Host: Our scripture reading this evening is from the book of Jonah chapter one, verses four through 17. Then the Lord sent a great wind on the sea and such a violent storm arose that the ship threatened to break up. All the sailors were afraid and each cried out to his own God, and they threw the cargo into the sea to lighten the ship. But Jonah had gone below deck where he lay down and fell into a deep sleep. The captain went to him and said, how can you sleep? Get up and call on your God. Maybe he will take notice of us and we will not perish.

Host: Then the sailors said to each other, come, let us cast lots to find out who was responsible for this calamity. They cast lots, and the lot fell on Jonah. So they asked him, tell us, who was responsible for making all this trouble for us? What do you do? Where do you come from? What is your country? From what people are you?

Host: He answered, I am a Hebrew and I worship the Lord, the God of heaven, who made the sea and the land. This terrified them and they asked, what have you done? They knew he was running away from the Lord because he had already told them so.

Host: The sea was getting rougher and rougher, so they asked him, what should we do to you to make the sea calm down for us? Pick me up and throw me into the sea, he replied, and it will become calm. I know that it is my fault that this great storm has come upon you. Instead, the men did their best to row back to land, but they could not, for the sea grew even wilder than before.

Host: Then they cried to the Lord, oh Lord, please do not let us die for taking this man's life. Do not hold us accountable for killing an innocent man, for you, oh Lord, have done as you pleased. Then they took Jonah and threw him overboard and the raging sea grew calm. At this, the men greatly feared the Lord, and they offered a sacrifice to the Lord, and made vows to him. But the Lord provided a great fish to swallow Jonah, and Jonah was inside the fish, three days and three nights.

Host: Well, we are going on with Jonah, not just because, well, we have to do everything normally, because things are not normal. But Jonah, which is what we started on a couple of weeks ago, is rather unbelievably relevant to our situation. I mean, let me review the situation, the first few verses of Jonah which we looked at two weeks ago, and you will immediately see. Jonah is a prophet. I always have this problem, hope I pull up the right thing.

Host: Jonah is a prophet and God has come to him and told him to go to Nineveh, capital of Assyria, the implacable foe, the implacable enemy of his country and go to that city and preach against it, warn them about God's anger.

Host: And what Jonah does, of course, is he runs away. He refuses to do it. He goes in another direction. That is what we see here. He is on the run. Why? Because Jonah has in his heart two deep currents. I hate to call them feelings because they are so strong that the word feelings almost sounds trivial. Feelings? No, he is not talking about, I do not know, but here is what the two, the two reasons he runs are fear and hate.

Host: Fear and anger. He is afraid to go to Nineveh because why go, why, why put himself in the very midst of his enemies? But he is also filled with hate toward them. He says, I do not want to warn them. I do not want to give them a chance. Now, you see how relevant that is? In the face of a violent, implacable foe, Jonah feels fear and anger. Tremendous fear and anger.

Host: Has anybody noticed that as the sorrow and the grief starts to go down slowly, our fear and our anger is going up? And when I hear every day, I have heard all day today, is that everybody is saying, what do I do about my fear and or what do I do about my anger?

Host: I mean, so, you know, I mean, you know, it is kind of weird, but there we are. Jonah, hardly, you could hardly find a more relevant book. Now, unfortunately, and I tell you why it is unfortunate. At the end, I will be a little more personal about this, but unfortunately, because I have been having so much trouble with my own fears, that is why it is unfortunate. We have to talk tonight about what the Bible says about fear. That is what this text is about.

Host: People who know something about Hebrew narrative, people who know something about literary analysis call this section an inclusio because it begins with the idea of fear and it ends with the idea of fear, and it is actually moved along in the middle with the idea of fear. Notice in verse five, the storm comes up and it says, and they were afraid. Verse 10 and 11, it says the storm gets higher and they are terrified.

Host: And then finally, you get down to the very end, the storm gets calm, verse 16, and they were filled with great fear. What you actually have is very clearly a literary unit that is all about fear.

Host: So we have to look at it. And here is how we are going to do it. We are going to unfold it by noticing three factors or three features in the story: the stormy sea, the religious sailors, and the willing substitute. The stormy sea shows us who we are. The religious sailors show us the wrong thing to do about it. And the willing substitute shows us the right thing.

Host: All right? The stormy sea, who we are, the religious sailors, what not to do about it or what is an inadequate way to deal with it, and the willing substitute, what to do about it. Now, first, the stormy sea. I am going to be brief about this, but it is interesting. Verse five, all the sailors cried out to their own God. What do you know about sailors as a class? They are not terribly devout.

Host: But a storm comes up. And now what is going on? Each crying out, they are praying. And the first thing we learn here, which is important, is storms tend to reveal who we really are, in spite of what you say to people, in spite of what you say to yourself. Storms, suffering, troubles, death.

Host: Storms reveal to us that deep in our hearts, we are all God-knowers and God-needers. That no matter what you tell yourself, no matter what you say, deep down inside, you know there is a God and you know that you need him. And storms bring that out. Mark Twain is a terrible, I always hate this. It is a terrible place where Mark Twain, in his sort of something that he wrote autobiographical about near the end of his life, one of his family members was sick, and I cannot remember who it was, it was his wife or a daughter, I thought, but anyway, I cannot remember. But at one point, one of his family members was sick, and to his, as to his distress, he found himself praying. He said, and I quote, I prayed. I prayed like a coward. I prayed like a dog.

Host: And now the reason he was so distressed was because Mark Twain was a skeptic, and Mark Twain had very, very strong beliefs against Christianity. He had very, very strong, well-worked out doubts about God. But in the storm, he cried out. It is like he could not help it. It was involuntary muscle or something. There was an involuntary reflex in him toward God.

Host: Now, you know, skeptics are constantly saying, so what? So what? People get in trouble, people get into terrible danger, and they pray. What does that prove? It does not prove there is a God. That is not what I am saying. Listen, this involuntary reflex that people find in their heart in times of darkness and trouble and storms, this this almost this almost involuntary reflex to pray and cry out. That involuntary reflex is not evidence for skeptics for the existence of God. It is actually evidence from God against the existence of skeptics.

Host: See, Romans chapter one, Paul says, nobody is a real skeptic. You may tell yourself, you may tell the people in religion 101, you have got doubts, you do not believe, but deep down inside, your heart knows there is a God and cries out to God. And you see this in the times like in times of storm. In times of storm, you see that you are a dependent, fragile, contingent being.

Host: You know, I mean, C.S. Lewis puts it like this, if you want to know what your basement is like, you have got to surprise your basement. In other words, if you want to know if there is rats and cockroaches and crawly things down in the basement, you do not you do not go down there deliberately. You do not sort of, you do not you do not come to the top of the steps and you say, I guess I will go down and check the basement. And then you rattle the doorknob and open it up and you turn on the light and you sort of clear your throat and you walk down and you get down there. Everything is fine down here. There is no problem.

Host: No, no, no, if you want to know what your basement is really like, you have to surprise your basement. In other words, you have to run to the door, open it, turn on the light, leap to the bottom of the steps, and then you will see all these awful little things scurrying away. Then you will know.

Host: Here is how you know what your heart really is. Here is how you know who you really are. Not when you can deliberately act in a way that you think you want to think of yourself as or you want other people to think of, but when your your instincts, reflexes are engaged. In the storm, you know there is a God. That is the real you.

Host: I mean, if for example, in the last couple of weeks you found yourself praying or seeking God or coming to church in ways you have not in a long time, maybe some of your friends saying, oh well, that is all right. You know, you will come to your senses eventually. You are just scared right now. This is your real senses. This is your real self.

Host: It is when you are in, when you are off balance that you see the, that you you can see who you really are. Storms reveal us to be people who need God, God-knowers, God-needers. Storms reveal us to be people that are contingent and dependent and we need God. So that is the first thing. Now, what are we going to do about it?

Host: What happens during these times of storms is we get scared. Great fear comes upon us. We realize we cannot face life. We realize we really cannot handle it. We realize that we are not adequate. And so almost always what happens is people get religious. In fact, it is amazing. The public figures are telling us to get religious.

Host: The mayor is telling us, the president is telling us, the governor is telling us. They do not use the term, but what they are really saying is go to places of worship, pray, get religious. And I, you know, well, all I can tell you is this text shows us that that is not good enough. What this text shows us is that these sailors are being pushed into actually a kind of process of religious development by the storm and their fear. They are terrified by the storm. And so the first stage in verses five to 10, you notice that though they were nominal idolaters and polytheists, now they are becoming devout polytheists and they are all crying to their own God.

Host: But that is not enough. Then they start to actually move over in the second half. They start to cry out to the Yahweh, the true God. You know, in verse six, by the way, it is almost comical. I mean, this narrator is an interesting guy. It is almost comical. You you see verse six? In verse six, it says they, you know, they find Jonah downstairs and he is sleeping. They say, how can you sleep? Get up and call on your God. Maybe he will take notice of us and we will not perish. You know what? It is very simple. The narrator is just trying to show us that as religious as they are getting, they they they are trying their own gods and they are trying, you know, the true God, and they just they are just panicking. It does not help. In other words, they come down and they say, oh, they say to Jonah, have you got a God? Ours are not working. Give me him. Because you see, they would have expected the God to be there in the in, you know, you you brought your gods with you on trips, you know, you know, you had your your house gods. They were statues, they were images, of course. And everybody had their own God, and but the whole point of this, this part of the narration is the terror comes and they begin to get religious and it does not help them. They first they are polytheistic, then they get orthodox, and it still does not help them. They are terrified. They get more and more terrified.

Host: Why? Why does not religion work? Well, let us take a look at their two stages. The first stage is less religious people who rely on material things are absolutely defenseless against fear. Less religious people who rely on material things are absolutely defenseless against fear. You see, the first thing they do is they all cry out to their own gods. They were polytheists. And let me tell you a little bit about what you probably know anyway, I do not know why I am doing it, but polytheistic religion, ancient religion, most they did not believe in a monotheistic, overarching God.

Host: They did not they did not have that concept. What they did have though was every created thing, every finite thing. They did not have this idea of a of a beginningless, transcendent, eternal God. They did not have that concept. Instead what they had was every created thing, the sea, business, farm, sexuality, the sun. Every created thing could be worshiped. And it was up to you to decide what you were going to worship. You could not do them all.

Host: So, you know, some people worship the business God and some people worship the sexuality God and some people worship their their their families' gods or their their their cities' gods or their nations' gods. In other words, polytheistic polytheistic religion was not devoutly religious in a certain sense. It did not believe in a kind of overarching monotheistic God. Rather, it said, you choose some created material thing that you make your God. You make it your hope. You make it the thing that is really the center of your life and you worship that.

Host: Now, that is not too far from what Manhattan is like. And a lot of people have pointed this out, that whereas people in Manhattan, they say we are very, very secular. And of course, a lot of people think we are way beyond those primitive times, but not really. We have come full circle. Because most people in Manhattan, they do not believe in a sort of overarching God. They do not go to synagogue or church and that sort of thing. And yet, every human being has got to put their meaning in life. Every human being has got to have something that they invest in. Now we have talked about this two weeks ago. We talk about this fairly often at Redeemer.

Host: So, in other words, even when a person says, I am not religious, the fact is that you have to find some material thing, whether it is your career or it is it is romance or it is your family, it is your children or it is your art or whatever. You say, that is the thing that really gives my life meaning and that is my God in a sense. Well, the first thing we see in this narrative is the real problem with any finite God, any any material thing, finite thing, anything besides God or more than God that you turn into a God is of no help in a storm.

Host: You know why? Because they sink with you. They are in the boat with you. You cry out to them, they cannot help you. You know, an example, maybe I hope the musicians do not kill me for this one, but it is a perfectly good example. Let us just say you are a musician and of course, music is important to you. And if if you love music, then let us say a storm comes. Maybe bad career problems, or maybe you are injured, for example, and you cannot play like you used to be able to play.

Host: Now, if you love music, you are in a storm. And storms always beat you up and blow you off course and you will be soaked to the skin and you will be scared all the time. I mean, a storm is a storm. Nobody just walks through storms. Nobody just sails through storms. Storms are terrible. But if music is not just something you love, but if it is something you call on as your God, if it is your ultimate thing. If it is the main thing in your life, it is the real thing that makes you feel good about yourself. In a storm, it cannot help you because it will sink with you. In other words, any finite thing is susceptible to storms, just like you are. Susceptible. Circumstances can take them away, disease and enemies and and things can take them away and they are in the boat with you, as it were.

Host: And you cry out to your gods, but how can they help you? They are in the boat with you. They are going to sink with you. So if you, you know, if you love something, if I love music, if I love my children, if I love my career, storms come, and of course, I am going to be blown all about, it is going to be terrible. But if I, but if they are my main thing in life, the storms come and I will utterly sink. I will I will be devastated. I will have nothing left.

Host: So see, less religious people who have, you know, who live for material things, they are they are defenseless against fears and storms. But somebody says, oh, okay, so what you really want then is you want us to come to your church. Not live for career and sex and money and things like that. Come to church, obey the Ten Commandments, you know, just say no to whole lots of things that you used to say yes to.

Host: You know, become ethical, become Christian, you know, read the Bible, pray, go to Bible studies and all that sort of thing. Then I will be safe, right? Because if I do all that, then I know God will protect me. I will not live for material things. I will live for God. Be careful. Of course, that is the answer. Of course, that is the answer.

Host: And yet, here is what I want you to see. Almost always, when people first say, I am not going to live for material things, I am going to live for God. They do not know what that means. And what you see interestingly here is that when these guys begin to call out to Yahweh, not to their idols, but to Yahweh, they are just as scared.

Host: Because they are bargaining with God, just like they did with the idols. What do they say? They say, look, your prophet says we are supposed to throw him in. Okay, we want to obey the prophet. I mean, you know, I am scared of you now. I I am scared of you. I do not want you to kill us. So we want to obey. So your prophet says, throw him in. But wait a minute, is not that murder? We do not want to disobey. What are we going to do? What are we going to do? They are scared.

Host: They are not opening their heart to their loving Heavenly Father, knowing that he loves them. They have entered into a fear-based bargaining relationship with God. And what I am trying to show you here and what the narrative is trying to show you, and something that is very important, is you may not deal with your fear very well by just getting religious in general. Just saying, I am going to come to church now, I am going to start to pray and I am going to because I I just, see, a lot of people say, I have not been going to church, I have not had much God in my life, and now these terrible things have happened and I feel vulnerable. And I I I and I feel I feel unsafe. I am going to go to God. I am going to start praying. And then I will feel safe because now God is with me. I am being a good person.

Host: Listen, that is not going to save you from fear.

Host: Jonah is one of the most widely known stories in the Bible, but it is so much more than a simple account of a prophet who runs from God and gets swallowed by a great fish. In his book, Rediscovering Jonah, Tim Keller uncovers the deeper message of this familiar story, revealing how Jonah's resistance to God exposes our own reluctance to trust and obey him, and how Jonah's experience ultimately points us to Jesus and his saving work on the cross.

Host: During the month of May, we will send you a copy of Rediscovering Jonah as our thanks for your gift to help Gospel in Life share the transforming love of Christ with more people. So, request your copy today at gospelinlife.com/give. That is gospelinlife.com/give. Now, here is Dr. Keller with the rest of today's teaching.

Host: Richard Lovelace, my old professor in seminary, said something years ago I have never forgotten. In fact, if you have been around Redeemer, you know I have not forgotten it because it is really one of the things that has shaped my whole ministry. Lovelace says there are three kinds of people in the world. There are irreligious people, there are religious people, and then there are Christians.

Host: He says, Christians are people who know they are saved by grace. That in spite of, in spite of who they are, in spite of what they have done, in spite of the fact that they merit nothing and can earn nothing, by sheer grace of God because of what Jesus Christ has done, I am accepted. And I now live a life of gratitude. It is a grace-based, gratitude-based relationship.

Host: But he says, you know, most people have not understood the difference. They just still think of Christianity as just being religious and moral. And what they do is they say, I am going to read the Bible, I am going to pray, I am going to be a good person, I am going to give my life to Christ. What they mean is, I am going to try to do everything he says, and I am going to try to live for him.

Host: But what they really mean is, I am going to make God protect me. I am going to be so good that he will have to protect me now. So what you are doing is with your goodness, you are trying to control him. But Dr. Lovelace used to say, you know what? Of the three kinds of people to be, religious, irreligious, or Christian, the worst is to be religious. He says it is the most scary kind of existence to have, and by and large, in the world, religious people are the biggest nuisances of the three, too.

Host: And I will not go into that one, but I go into that first one. Why would it be the most scared? Lovelace used to say, if you do not understand the difference between religion and Christianity, and he says there are lots of people in the church every week. And there are people here who do not do not understand the difference. That is why I am telling you. I do not know who you are, but I just know there are always people. Okay? I am not looking at anybody.

Host: But Dr. Lovelace used to put it this way, he says, if you do not understand that, you know, if you start to come to church after some great disaster, you start to feel better at first, but you really do not understand the difference between grace and fear, between giving yourself to God and basically using God and trying to kind of manipulate him into giving you the things that you think will really make your life happy and safe. You are just going to get more and more scared as time goes on. He says the worst thing possible for you is to go and listen to a sermon. Every week the minister is going to tell you something else you are supposed to do to be a good person. This week, generous with your money. You say, oh my gosh, I have really been spending too much myself. Next week, care for the poor. Next week, forgive your enemies. Really forgive your enemies. No matter what they have done. Every week, oh my gosh, you are getting worse and worse. How am I ever going to do all this? If God is going to bless me, I have got to be good, and every week I see how much more there is to it.

Host: And the fact of the matter is, all kinds of people have approached the true God, the they are into orthodoxy, like these guys. They are into ethics, they are trying to find out, just tell us the rules. Just tell us the rules. Can we kill the prophet or not? I mean, what are the rules? I do not want to, you know, give us the rules. We will do anything if you will just keep us from drowning.

Host: Frankly, that is what an awful lot of people's religion is. Nice people, good people, sincere people, people in the church. But do not you see what we are being told here is that general religion is not the way to deal with fear. It just opens you to more. Fear in general, it does not help.

Host: What are we going to do? And before we move on, let me just say one thing that is ironic. The essence of the fear-based religion or the the essential prayer, the essential prayer of the fear-based religion is what I just said. It is to say, God, I will do anything, anything you want, if only you will help me in this way. You know, help me get married. You know, help me with my children. Help me, keep me safe. Help me in my career. I will do anything, anything, anything, if only this. And you know what is so ironic and paradoxical about to say, I will do anything if? And yet, the very statement proves that you will not do the one thing God wants. What do you mean? Because the one thing God wants is to love him without ifs.

Host: When you say, I will do anything if, the one thing you will not do is to love him without ifs. Because and you will never be free from fear unless you love him without ifs. Because when you say, God, I will do this, I will do anything if, you know what is on the other side of the if? Your real God.

Host: The real thing that you are looking to for your significance and security, which means that whatever that real God is, is a finite thing and it is subject to storms and it can sink with you and you are always going to be scared. You use your religion as a way of trying to help yourself think that, well, the big God in heaven is going to keep me in this. He is going to, he is not going to let this hurt me or happen. But you still got your emotional eggs in the basket of that finite thing, and you are going to go down.

Host: You are going to go down because it will it sinks with you. So, the storm shows us who we really are. Weak, dependent, contingent, non-self-sufficient creatures. Secondly, religion in general does not help. Does not help deal with the fear. Well, what will? In verse 12, Jonah says, pick me up and throw me into the sea.

Host: You know, I will tell you one of the most comic things that I did this week was try to figure out, I mean, I have all my commentaries. Learned people, learned men and women. They just they know Hebrew and they know ancient texts, and they know ancient literary structure, and they know entomology, no, that they know etymology. Entomology is insects, right? And they know, you know, they know it all. And they know grammar, and they know all that stuff. And they could not agree on the question, why is he doing this?

Host: Pick me up and throw me into the sea. Some people said, he is coming to his senses and he sees that he has disobeyed God, and he knows he deserves death. And what he is saying is, I have sinned against God. I deserve death. Throw me out. So he is clearly obeying God. He is finally submitting to God. But other commentators say that what he is really saying is, I do not want you to save my life. I do not want to go to those dirty Ninevites, and I would rather die than go to those dirty Ninevites. I would rather die than obey God. So kill me. Is not that interesting? You know, that is about as opposite as possible. I mean, it is two totally different ways of reading this verse. When he says, pick me up and throw me into the sea. Is he submitting to God, or is he is he rebelling against God? And the answer is somewhere in the middle.

Host: Because if you look at the rest of it, the rest of what he says, he starts to come to his senses spiritually because he is thinking of somebody besides himself. He is starting to, he is looking at them in love. And here is what he is saying. He is saying, your lives are in jeopardy because of me. This is not right.

Host: You should not be dying for me. I should be dying for you. It is my fault that your lives are in jeopardy. This is not right. This is not fair. I am sorry. I do not want you to die for me. I will die for you. Throw me in.

Host: The willing substitute. The one who says, I will die rather than you. And they were amazed at the sacrifice of love. And they were amazed at the wrath of God that was coming so furiously, and at the God who accepted that sacrifice of love. And as a result, they began to experience the real fear of God, which is not being cowering, it is not cowering and being frightened, but awe and wonder.

Host: It is the fear that casts out all of their fear because it is amazement at his love. At the substitutionary sacrifice of one for them. Now, let me suggest to you that if they could handle their fear that way, how much more resources do you and I have? Because in in Mark, at Matthew chapter 12, when they come to Jesus and they say, do us a miracle to prove that you are who you say you are. Jesus says, the only sign I am going to give you is the sign of Jonah.

Host: For as Jonah was in the belly of the fish, three days and three nights, so the son of man will be in the belly of the earth, three days and three nights. And behold, a greater than Jonah is here. What is he saying? He is saying, there is only one storm that can really take you out. Only one. There is only one storm that can really sink you. There is only one bomb that can really take you out. There is only one fire that can really burn you up. There is only one disaster that can really take you out, and that is at the end of your life when you look at all the things you have done, how are you going to stand before God?

Host: Knowing what every person knows deep is that we are guilty. He says, I took the ultimate storm. I am the ultimate Jonah. I went under not an ocean of water. I went under an ocean of punishment and justice. I went under the only storm that could ever, ever take you out. And as a result, you will have calm eventually.

Host: When Saint Augustine wrote the City of God, I am going to get back to this probably in about three weeks. He wrote the City of God just a few years after Rome fell. Rome did not fall the way you might think. I used to think it meant that, you know, some horde came in and occupied it and and that is not what happened. In 410, Alaric, the barbarian, he was European, by the way. The barbarian Alaric came and just came up over the wall and just went through Rome for about three days and plundered and killed a bunch of people and plundered and robbed it and then went home.

Host: Did not occupy it, did not invade it in that sense. Just went home. But Rome, everybody in the whole empire Rome was utterly shattered. Because if Rome was not safe, what would be safe? Rome had never had it happened before. It was unthinkable. And everything including the Christians. The Christians said, if Rome is not safe, where is safety? And St. Augustine wrote a book called the City of God in which he said, you have forgotten something. There is only one city that is safe. And by the grace of God and the shed blood of Christ, you are a citizen of that. But there is no other city that is safe. There is no other city that is safe. Every other city can be bombed. And the only way to really be safe is to be a citizen of that city by grace.

Host: You know, we sing about it in Glorious Things of the are Spoken, which is one of the psalms on which the book City of God is based. You know, it talks about the the last verse says, you know, if by grace, you know, if I am a member of Zion City by grace, let the world deride or pity, I will glory in thy name. If I am if I am a citizen of that city. See, if I am safe in if if Jesus Christ, the ultimate Jonah has taken out the only storm that can really, really, really clobber me, then and only then I am safe. Because 1st John 4:18, perfect love casts out fear.

Host: If I know I am loved because he did that for me, then and only then can I get rid of my fear. I cannot get fear by higher walls. I cannot get get rid of fear by insurance policies. I cannot get rid of fear like that. I have got to know that the one who made the universe and the one who is all powerful loves me. And the only way I know that is if I know that Jesus is the ultimate Jonah, the willing sacrifice who said, I will die for you.

Host: Now, therefore, let me let me finish like this. There are two practical things I have just told you about how to deal with fear. One reason we are afraid is that we are too emotionally invested in other things besides God, finite things. And those things are always subject to the vicissitudes of life and circumstances. And therefore, when things go wrong, we we we just fall apart.

Host: So the first thing is, fear comes from overinvesting in things besides God. And the second problem, the reason for fear, is that we do not have we do not actually existentially inhabit the promises of God that he loves us. What do I mean existentially inhabit? It means I know in general that God loves me, but do I have fear of him in this sense? Am I in awe of him? Do I existentially know it? Do I experience his love? Am I amazed at it? It is not enough just to be intellectually comforted, I believe in God. I I have to experience it in prayer, in the Lord's table, in worship. I have to inhabit my doctrine.

Host: Now, I want you to know the reason I I hated to have to do this sermon is because it would be very easy for people to say, oh, okay, I got it. In fact, I know this stuff. I come to Redeemer fairly often, and Tim is a little repetitious, so I have heard this before. And I realized that that is probably what you have to do. You have to first of all, you need to stop living for material things, you need to live for Christ, but you have got to be careful not to do it in a religious works righteousness way. You have to understand what the gospel is. That is how I deal with fear. It is not that easy. And here is why. I had a terrible week. I had a terrible week with fear.

Host: And I remember thinking, this is awful. I am going to have to preach to people on how to deal with their fear. What if I get struck with lightning in the very middle of this sermon? I mean, that will be terrible. You know, take the first three or four rows out, and everybody will be upset. But here is what I found. Is you can know it all. Obviously, I am the ultimate know-it-all. You you can know all the right, it is one thing to know it, it is another thing to inhabit it.

Host: For example, 18 months ago, my retirement funds looked pretty good. They do not look very good anymore. And I realized to some degree, to a greater degree than I thought, to a humiliating degree, I had begun to actually kind of live and inhabit and existentially rest in the fact that even though I was only a minister, I was probably going to be able to retire and be able to live okay. I liked the way those things were growing about 18 months ago. And you know, that is sure gone south, and who knows if it will ever come back.

Host: And I also did, like Augustine, chide the Christians about Rome. I have. I was amazed at just to what degree I have been getting a lot of my sense of safety and security out of the fact that I live in what I thought was a kind of impregnable military and economic power of the whole world. I mean, you know, I thought I was not terribly invested emotionally in all these other things. But there is a lot of idolatry in my faith. As my wife says, you know, they say, build on the rock. Jesus says, build your house on the rock, not on the sand. Because when the sand comes, I mean, when the storms come, the sand, you know, the house built on the sand will fall. And she says, I always think my house is over on the rock, maybe a little bit on the sand. And whenever a storm comes, I find out, it is mainly on the sand and only a little on the rock.

Host: Well, what are you supposed to do about it? I will tell you what I have to do. When you are in the gymnasium, pumping. You do not feel getting like you are getting stronger, do you? No, no. After you have been pumping iron for 10 minutes, do you say, I feel stronger. Absolutely not. You feel like a piece of spaghetti. As you are getting stronger physically, you feel like you are getting weaker. But after it is all over, you are.

Host: Right now, if you cling to the Psalms, if you pray day and night, if you show, if you if you go to your heart and you say, you know what, you thought you trusted in God, and you do not. If you exhort yourself, if you if you read the scripture and you pray until the love of Jesus gets sort of real to you. If you do all these things, as you are doing them right now, in the darkness of this time, you do not feel like you are getting stronger, but you are. You are. You are moving your house a little bit more over on the rock. A little bit less on the sand. That little piece of doggerel that is terrible poetry, but my wife and I really love. It is an old John Newton hymn that goes like this. His love in time past forbids me to think, he will leave me at last in troubles to sink. By prayer let me wrestle. Then he will perform. With Christ in the vessel, I smile at the storm. Let us pray. Come in.

Host: Our Father, what the Lord's Supper is all about is trying to take things that we know in our head and make them real. The bread, the cup, all this stuff is here to take things that are not terribly real to us that make them real to us. And that is what we have to do right now. We thank you for giving us in the story of the cross, the ultimate answer to fear. There is perfect love that casts out our fear. But of course, we imperfectly hold on to that perfect love and so we still have a lot of fears. Help us to be better because we spent this time at the table together, at knowing the love that casts out fear. We pray this in Jesus name. Amen.

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Host: Today's sermon was recorded in 2001. The sermons and talks you hear on the Gospel in Life podcast were recorded between 1989 and 2017 while Dr. Keller was senior pastor at Redeemer Presbyterian Church.