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James Kaddis: Moving from fear to trust in God. Next on Light on the Hill. Fear drives a lot of the things that we choose to ignore in the world that we cannot see. Emotions back us into a corner often times and cause us to react in a way that is not correct because we don't discern what it is that's really happening.

I think that when desperate times come to people, it causes people to do very desperate things. An overwhelming majority of the time when people react in desperation, it's because they're incapable of seeing through the physical into the spiritual. Jesus sees everything that's going on and how it plays out. He says, "Listen, don't allow your fear to overwhelm you. Just believe. Don't allow the fear to direct you. Just trust."

I have found the peace only comes from you. I have found the joy only comes from you because all I need is you. All I need is you.

Guest (Female): When we're in desperate times, fear can so easily grip and control us. But that's the time God says, "Just believe, trust in me." Those words are prominent in the passage today on Light on the Hill. We'll hear of a man with a daughter who is about to die and a woman who had a chronic illness. These true stories contain powerful lessons. Here with more is Pastor James Kaddis in Mark chapter five.

James Kaddis: Look what it goes on to say in verse 23: "And he besought him greatly, saying, My little daughter lieth at the point of death: I pray thee, come and lay thy hands on her, that she may be healed; and she shall live." Jesus went with him, and much people followed him and thronged him. In other words, Jesus starts heading that way. Just understand, this isn't the same kind of day that we have today where you can get in a car or get on a helicopter and be on the other side of town in ten or 15 minutes. This is the kind of world where if you're going to the other side of town, that could be a day's journey or a two-day journey.

If you think about what's happening here, this isn't just an instant five-minute "I was here at one point, now I'm over there." It doesn't work that way. It is interesting how much we have been able to compound the time that we have in traveling today. I was just thinking about this. You can leave the state of California and fly to Hawaii and show up in Hawaii, depending on what island you go to and what plane you're on, earlier than you left California.

It really does happen. You can leave some place on an airplane like Texas, for example, and you can fly into California and arrive at the same time that you left. We have that kind of technology and those tools. They didn't have any of that kind of stuff. There was no such thing as any of that kind of thing. If Jesus is headed there, this man knows that Jesus might not be able to beat the clock. Nonetheless, it's still a very desperate situation.

Verse 25 says, "And a certain woman, which had an issue of blood twelve years, and had suffered many things of many physicians, and had spent all that she had, and was nothing bettered, but rather grew worse." We're talking about a woman who basically is a very sick woman. She has some kind of a problem related to bleeding. We don't know what that is. There's a lot of people that write in medical journals and give all kinds of assumptions as to what's going on. We just don't know.

But we know that this was a woman who was chronically ill and facing a lot of very difficult circumstances. It's bad when you start talking about a loss of a lot of blood because that changes a lot of other things. You have iron problems. It's a very ugly picture to think about how much suffering this woman is probably going through at this point. It's not a good situation.

When she had heard of Jesus, she came in the press behind and touched his garment. She said, "If I may touch but his clothes, I shall be whole." That's some pretty significant faith. That's a woman who basically understands the idea that if she can make some point of contact with Jesus, Jesus will meet her where she's at. I really wish we would all think that way. In all honesty, I wish that was something that we all developed and understood very well.

In every way that we live every day of our lives, we should look for ways to make points of contact with Christ. If we would learn how to make points of contact with Christ in every part of the day that we live, we would find his healing touch in every single part of those days. We would find his supernatural empowering, his help, and his direction in every part of those days.

Verse 29 says, "And straightway the fountain of her blood was dried up; and she felt in her body that she was healed of that plague. And Jesus, immediately knowing in himself that virtue had gone out of him, turned him about in the press, and said, Who touched my clothes?" When it talks about turning away in the press, he's not talking about the media or the paparazzi. This is a King James way of saying that the crowd is just pushing. The crowd is just pushing, and Jesus stopped and resisted and turned around and asked, "Who is it? Who did this?"

He knows, by the way. Jesus is not ignorant of what's going on here. He knows exactly what's going on. Verse 31 says, "And his disciples said unto him, Thou seest the multitude thronging thee, and sayest thou, Who touched me?" Can you picture the circumstance? Jesus is walking away from the Galilee area, and the crowds are just pushing into him. It's just unbelievable. If you've never seen what this looks like in the Middle Eastern world, it's very different from what you see in the United States of America.

The way that people push themselves on those that are regarded as celebrities is different. I remember when I flew into Egypt, it may have been the first time I ever flew into Cairo. As we stepped outside of the airport to go into the car of the guy that was waiting for us, we saw this crowd of people that looked like a literal angry mob. It was very uncomfortable. These people were leaning on each other to the point where the whole crowd looked like they were just leaning forward.

It was a very weird look. They all looked like they were leaning and it looked like a wave. I asked my dad what they were doing and he told me that's the Pope. I said, "The Pope? This is Coptic Orthodox land." He said, "James, this is the guy who is like the Pope of the Coptic Orthodox Church. He's a very popular guy." We could see this man who's dignified-looking, slightly older, wearing a bunch of garb.

The crowd is literally making this leaning wave and they're doing everything that they can. The people behind are climbing on the people in front of them and they're almost like making a wave that's moving so that they can somehow touch him. Then I watched the craziest thing that I've ever seen. They take him and they throw him into the car because these people are all trying to get a piece of him. The driver tells the other guy in Arabic to let's go.

Basically, what happened is the car then starts plowing through the crowd. The crowd of people is so tightly interwoven that you can hear the RPMs on the car just screaming. The tires are almost losing traction. Finally, somebody has to tell them all to break away, and they all break away like a rubber band that just snapped. You can see these people just flying to the left and flying to the right. Not like in the air, but almost like a rubber band that snapped. None of them got run over, but the car just pushed through the wave. It was one of the craziest things I'd ever seen. Nobody appeared to get injured, but it was just wild.

I can picture that happening with Jesus here. There was no car, but I can picture the crowd just pushing so hard against him. When he asked that question, "Who touched me?" the apostles are mocking him. They're like, "Really? You're asking that question when there's a crowd of people and everybody out there is touching you? What kind of a question is that?" It's hilarious. They're looking at that going, "What in the world?"

But the woman, fearing and trembling, knowing what was done in her, came and fell down before him and told him all the truth. If you think about this, think about the reaction that this woman has. Think about the humility that came as a result of the change that had taken place in her body. Let me just read this to you again because it's important. They're asking Jesus if he's crazy. But look at the next verse: "He looked round about to see her that had done this thing."

He knew. As I said before, he knew. And she knew that he knew. She knew what was going on, he knew what was going on. Look what happens. She's fearing and she's trembling. Jesus said to her, "Daughter, thy faith hath made thee whole; go in peace, and be whole of thy plague." Can you imagine what that must have felt like to that woman in that moment? Who knows what kind of emotions she was having.

She could have been scared of the fact that Jesus was able to discern that she had touched his robe. She could have been worried about what Jesus's reaction might be. But after she gets healed, Jesus gives her some of the most comforting words that anybody in her position could hear. Number one, "You've been made whole because you've put your faith and trust in me." And then guess what? You don't have to worry about it ever again. Why? Because that's what Jesus said. "Be whole of thy plague. Go in peace and be whole of thy plague."

Look what happens next. While he yet spoke, there came from the ruler of the synagogue's house certain which said, "Thy daughter is dead: why troublest thou the Master any further?" As soon as Jesus heard the word that was spoken, he said to the ruler of the synagogue, "Be not afraid, only believe." It's interesting when you think about that. Fear drives a lot of the things that we choose to ignore in the world that we cannot see. Emotions back us into a corner oftentimes and cause us to react in a way that is not correct because we don't discern what it is that's really happening.

I think that when desperate times come to people, it causes people to do very desperate things. An overwhelming majority of the time when people react in desperation, it's because they're incapable of seeing through the physical into the spiritual. Jesus sees everything that's going on and how it plays out. He says, "Listen, don't allow your fear to overwhelm you. Just believe. Don't allow fear, don't allow the fear to direct you. Just trust."

These might be some of the most powerful words that I think I've ever read in the Bible because I think that this has driven a lot of my life on a lot of levels. I find myself in a place where on a regular basis, I feel like God is leading me to do something, and doing those things are very fearful. Doing those things involve me stepping out on a limb, taking a risk, and doing something that isn't all that comfortable.

God tells me every single time, "Don't be fearful, just believe. Don't be fearful, just believe." I can't tell you how many times God told me to do something where we didn't have the resources to do it. I can't tell you how many times God put something upon my heart to do that seemed literally impossible to do. When things got worse, what did God say? God said, "Do not fear, only believe."

Don't allow your fear to control you. Don't allow your fear to make you somebody that I never intended for you to be. Just trust in me. I remember, I think Mason can even tell you this story because he was part of this in one of our board meetings when we were facing the issue of not knowing whether or not we were going to have another dime to pay for stuff going on in the church. We realized that nobody was going to come to church anymore because the government told them not to come to church. I think my first error was assuming that nobody would still come to church.

But when we were given an opportunity to put a lot of money in our pockets so that we could carry the church through a very difficult time, we all looked at one another in that board meeting when we saw the opportunity staring at the computer. Looking at everything that was involved in all the money that was going to be made available to us for free, this overwhelming peace came upon all of us that just basically said, "Do we believe the things that we teach people or do we not? We just need to trust the Lord. We're not going to let fear speak to us."

Sure enough, God blessed us in ways we never thought possible. He blessed us beyond anything that we could possibly ever imagine. But you want to talk about coming full circle? You've been hearing all this controversy with Elon Musk and Doge and all this other stuff going on right now. Do you know one of the areas they're beginning to find lots of fraud in right now? A lot of fraud? Religious organizations taking money during COVID.

They're calling some of these people out on the carpet. Imagine that. You know what we get to tell everybody? We get to tell everybody that our names are not on any of those lists because we chose to trust in God and not allow fear to control us. I think for each and every single one of you, God is wanting you to know this. God is wanting you to understand this. Trust in him. Don't be afraid. Just believe.

Verse 37: "And he suffered no man to follow him, save Peter, and James, and John the brother of James." This is interesting, by the way, because look what happens here in verse 38: "And he cometh to the house of the ruler of the synagogue, and seeth the tumult, and them that wept and wailed greatly." In other words, she was dead. They're walking in there and these people are wailing and there's a lot of disorder in the room. It's a very difficult circumstance.

When he was come in, he said to them, "Why make ye this ado, and weep? the damsel is not dead, but sleepeth." And they laughed him to scorn. But when he had put them all out, he took the father and the mother of the damsel, and them that were with him, and entered in where the damsel was lying. One of the most substantial aspects of this spiritual world that we live in that we oftentimes just don't understand or choose not to understand is faith always comes before the action.

Faith always comes before the result. The words that we share oftentimes put into cement the faith that we choose to have in God. I think sometimes the one thing that we have to learn to do when we're in a situation where we're filled with fear and we're really concerned about the circumstance is to know that we know that we know that God wants us to be where we are. Then trust him instead of allowing the fear to move us, which is something we just talked about.

But then at the same time, make the proclamation. Make it clear. Create the line of demarcation. Say, "This is exactly what it is." Jesus makes it clear. "She's not dead. She's not going to die. You look at her and you say she's dead. But you know what? She's going to be resurrected." I actually believe that this woman did die. I believe that she literally expired like anybody else does when their soul leaves their body, their spirit leaves their body.

I believe the very moment that Jesus said that she slept was the very moment that God had already taken her from the state of death that she was in. I think they were weeping and mourning and going crazy. Jesus at that very moment basically said, "No, she's fine." Can you imagine? I would bet you if you could do the medical workup, that's probably what happened. This was a woman that Jesus with the snap of his finger was able to bring from a place of being very dead.

Jesus even said it, "She's not dead. She's sleeping." Meaning he had touched her. They don't make mistakes like this, folks. A lot of people spend a lot of time saying all the people that were crying just made a mistake and they were so busy mourning that they didn't realize that God had already healed them days prior. No, I think she died. I think she really died. But I also believe that Jesus healed her.

My guess is she probably, her body came back to life at the time that Jesus said, "Don't have fear, just believe." That's my guess. Maybe at the time where he said Jesus slept. So they laugh at him, they scorn. Look what happens in verse 41 as they're laughing at him. You want to talk about the ultimate shut-your-mouth moment? Look at this: "And he took the damsel by the hand, and said unto her, Talitha cumi; which is, being interpreted, Damsel, I say unto thee, arise."

It would have been incredible to be a part of that whole dynamic, to be able to watch that in the time that it was happening. It would be the greatest video in the world to watch. Could you imagine being somebody present in that room to watch that? To show you evidence of how spiritual so many of these things are, one of the men that was in the room that watched this happen was the same man that a short time later was swearing to a girl up and down, left and right, that he didn't know Jesus because he was too scared. Isn't it funny how that works? When the spiritual is abandoned, the failure in the physical is eminent. That's what happens.

Straightway the damsel arose and walked, for she was of the age of twelve years. And they were astonished with a great astonishment. And he charged them straitly that no man should know it, and commanded that something should be given her to eat. "Don't tell anybody about this, but just feed her. She's hungry." Talk about a substantial moment. You know the other thing that it also tells me? That this was spiritual, and all of it was spiritual, and every bit of it was spiritual, and nothing about it was physical.

When Jesus finished what he finished, he didn't really care about the crowd knowing. It was not one of those accolade moments, although this was groundbreaking news. Jesus said, "Feed her, and I don't want anybody to know." Why? Because there were issues going on that the Lord could see in the spiritual that nobody in the physical was able to see. I don't know about you, but lately, I've been trying to spend a lot of my time navigating through these stories in the gospel with a deeper understanding of the unseen issues that Jesus was trying to deal with rather than the things that were happening in the very front.

Most people look at the stories of people being healed and they spend a lot of time focusing on the healing itself. But they don't spend a lot of time focusing on the spiritual issues that drove the conditions that came when they came and drove away the conditions when they left. So much of this world needs to be looked at through the lens of God. Because if it was, you would find yourself in a place where you would be more victorious in every day of your life, in every place that you lived, and in every way that you lived.

I cannot tell you enough how critically important it is for us to look at things through these eyes. If you don't believe me and if you don't think I'm making good enough of a case for this, wait until we get to the point next week where we get into Jesus's people, his own countrymen, the Jews that he grew up with, literally hating him and completely mocking him and not acknowledging him for who he is. If you don't think that it's a spiritual world yet, you'll get lots of evidence of it next week.

Guest (Female): Thank you for joining us today for Light on the Hill. What you just heard is one part of a study in Mark's Gospel from Pastor James Kaddis. You can hear it again at lightonthehillradio.com or wherever you get your podcasts. Pastor James, I'd like to go back to a memorable statement from Jesus: "Don't be afraid, just believe." As you said, those words have had a tremendous impact on your own life. Some listening right now needed to hear that, perhaps afraid and desperate. Would you pray for those people as we close?

James Kaddis: Sure, I'd be happy to. Father in heaven, we thank you, Lord, for your goodness, your faithfulness, Lord, that you continue to show us, Lord. Father, we know to trust in you, Lord. We know that the call that you've given us, Lord, is to put our faith and trust in you, Lord, because we know that's where the results come. I just pray, Lord, for those that are feeling afraid and desperate, that they would continue to rest in you, that they would find a solution in knowing that you're in control. So bless them, Lord. Protect them, watch over them, strengthen them, Lord. Give them victory, encourage their hearts. We love you, God, and thank you, and we ask these things in Jesus' name we pray. Amen.

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I have found the peace only comes from you. I have found the joy only comes from you because all I need is you. All I need is you. All I need is you. All I need is you.