Parents need to keep their young children under control. Controlling their environment and choices is an important part of protecting them and teaching them. But at some point, every parent needs to give up control.
You want a meaningful devotional life. You need it. But how can you get it? Dwell: 30 Days with God in the Psalms, will help you lie down in green pastures as the goodness of His Word surrounds you, supports you, and satisfies you.