When you discipline your children, it show that you love them. It’s not loving to let them do whatever they want and learn bad habits. Does that help you understand why God sometimes disciplines you?
You want a meaningful devotional life. You need it. But how can you get it? Dwell: 30 Days with God in the Psalms, will help you lie down in green pastures as the goodness of His Word surrounds you, supports you, and satisfies you.